Sunday, July 20, 2014

Making decisions

When I started this blog, I was getting ready to go to Green Mountain. For some reason, all I could think to call it was Changes. Maybe because I was starting this process of self discovery and trying to make healthy changes in my life. 
As I've kept up my blogging since I was at Green Mountain, I've mostly discussed my struggle with becoming a healthier me.  However, right now in my life, there are major changes ahead. 
There comes a time in our lives when we know we need a change. Decisions must be made, no matter how hard it is to make them. I made a really hard decision.  I know that this is the right decision but it doesn't make it any easier. Knowing that the future you envisioned for yourself is not the future you are going to get is hard.  Venturing into the unknown is scary and daunting. 
My last day of work is Thursday. I will be packing up my apartment and heading out west next week.
This will be a new adventure. I'm scared, I'm excited. It's bittersweet.